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Otherside

by Dorée

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1.
i never meant to spend the night i never meant to stay you shut the door, turned out the light said “go to sleep dorée” it was so cold and i was tired it had been a long day i closed my eyes and fell asleep knew it was okay but i don’t want to go outside i just need a a ride and i don’t wanna get excited yet laying down in someone else’s bed never been here, guess i’ll try it lights go out and i stay silent i don’t wanna get excited yet you broke me down, built me back up i’m built a different way i lost control, i got in touch and i don’t feel the same it’s not that bad, i’m doing fine i go about my days only miss you every night and every time i wake but i don’t want to waste your time i just got too too much pride and i don’t wanna get excited yet laying down in someone else’s bed in discussion i stay silent tryna keep an open mind but i don’t wanna get excited yet whichever the way the wind blows it’s never as windy as it seems and tell me to get up lets go let go but i don’t know what that means and i don’t wanna get excited yet
2.
wait there’s something in the water you’re elated you don’t have to bother while i’m pacing the room that i should lay face the monsters in the bottle while i’m awake my mistake but i don’t care to explain until i’m faded and wasting away mourning the morning of that day and i don’t really need another pity cry or a shitty fight or a “will you be alright?” i don’t need nothing but i know you like to come off as the bigger guy so take the wheels and drive and there she goes this is getting old traces of broken conversation “open up more” you said “i won’t lose my patience” then the fog clears out but i’m still underground under spells of innocence and other things i wish i’d found oh god, i got so close the bigger picture never shows the big inflictions i suppose, and i and i and i’m wasted and fading away mourning every morning like today and i don’t really need another pity cry or a shitty fight or a “will you be alright?” i don’t need nothing but i know you like to come off as the bigger guy so take the wheels and drive and there she goes this is getting old and there she goes this is getting old
3.
Kites 03:49
sunday night too many plants in the garden oh how’m i gonna sleep tight? and the wind’ll blow from the cold window outside so i go to a fantasy world where time will move on slow and the sun will shine and all the plants will grow and i couldn’t show you the right way cause darling it’s a mystery but i will hold your hand tight and soon it’ll be history but you don’t know cause you've always felt alone but i'm sure, i'll show just you wait everything has gotta fall down sometimes when you pick it up it’ll be worth the fight and we gon be alright fire away times are tough to find a peaceful piece of mind but i'll be waiting for you on the other side and we gon be alright there’s a light at the end of the tunnel though it may not be in sight and the storm will pass and the sky will fill with kites and i know nothing’s for sure but i think we’ll make it out alive you can come lean on my shoulder a thousand times and i couldn’t show you the right way cause darling it’s a mystery but i will hold your hand tight and soon it’ll be history but you don’t know you’re too far away from home but i'm sure i'll show just you wait everything has gotta fall down sometimes when you pick it up it’ll be worth the fight and we gon be alright fire away times are tough to find a peaceful piece of mind but i'll be waiting for you on the other side and we gon be alright [repeat chorus] we gon be alright x2
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Otherside 04:26
laid down and strung out no control, but doing fine preoccupied with hoping that i take back the confidence i had when i was 5 unjeopardized, alone in my mind i’m at a loss see, i don’t want to be disembodied i would rather stay inside or whisper softly, “i just wanted to be somebody” right before i close my eyes i don’t wanna let that slide i’m fine watching them fall in line so unidentified i know better, i don’t wanna die yet when i go i’ll leave behind part of my state of mind or else what a waste of time i know better, i don’t recognize myself i know i sound entitled, well you’ll see me on the other side stay sound asleep as i see everything go out of style i keep opening doors, and i leave them wide open leave them behind and it’s all in my head and i shouldn’t be envious, all i know is i’m still paralyzed i can’t waste my time they’re drinking coffee and conversing about their hobbies things that make them feel alive and sounding cocky as the say it’s worth it for the money i don’t wanna live that life i don’t wanna let that slide i’m fine watching them fall in line so unidentified i know better, i could fall behind so when i go don't leave me dry pardon my state of mind but what a waste of time i know better, i don’t wanna die i know i sound entitled, fine with me you’ll see me on the other side i know i sound entitled, it's fine with me you’ll see me on the other side
5.
i'm not ready to say i know what the future may hold cause we don’t know i'm ready to go conversations embrace my soul so magnetic i feel that i can’t go you’re lucky you’re home i've been keeping thoughts in i can feel you breathing, beating, sleeping i don’t want to see this out yet waste something beautiful i don’t want to play that card yet rather we bleed to the bone it’s just a matter of time til the stars un-align but all that i know is it’s worth half a fight or so and you’ve got me me copacetic but so indulgent wandering wondering just how time it goes so quickly we’ll never know need we wait til the birds have flown? hold my breath as i pray that this won’t fold i'm ready to go and since i've been pulled in how am i supposed to leave you? your skin encompasses all that i needed to know i don’t want to see this out yet waste something beautiful i don’t want to play that card yet i’d rather see this one cold i know that all will be fine and it’s not worth my trying just how to define what a word can’t describe and you know that you’ve got me me i don’t want to see this out yet waste something beautiful we could let go i don’t want to play that card yet i’d rather see this cold maybe i'm out of my mind and it’s not worth our time but all that i know is that something feels right and it shows that you’ve got me me
6.
i could really use a miracle have a spirit call me on my way where’s the pot of gold? this has gotten old i pray you’re unbreakable my body’s shaking but you’re barely one to blame i’ve been feeling kinda cynnical at the pinnacle of my mistake baby light the load i can take the high road wade on the brink of always and unthinkable always seems the same but i don’t really know i don’t really care i don’t wanna blow up but you know i’ll always be there dare me to share what i carry and lose to your prayer i should've listened to what i’d been told a city of gold is no home for holding on to your throne and now that we’re grown i’m over the hopeful tone you’re not my own but that’s a pretty low blow i didn’t wanna play it back i tried to block the fact you’d be the one to fuck me up like that my bad you’re just a passing fad i know i helped cast a shadow and down below i felt you holding on the rope that i had dropped no control i forgot so go and i’ll pay the fare as long as you’re home and i’m safe under someone else’s care be a burden to bury i’m sure you’re nowhere and baby sure enough there’s no repair unpredictable i’ll warn ya i won’t be there, for i’m not holding on to you anymore and i won’t fold and i’m not yours what’s more? why don’t you know? why don’t you care? and why won’t i blow up? for god’s sake i think it’s only fair you’re a burden to bury i’m lost in your prayer

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released April 25, 2020

Ean Valte on bass
Guy Paz on drums
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Michael Perez-Cisneros
Featuring Declan Sheehy-Moss and Marvin Carter on Saxophone

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Dorée New York, New York

Dorée is an artist, songwriter and musician based in Brooklyn. Playing solo or in band formation, they regularly gig at venues and DIY spaces in New York as well as surrounding and nearby states. They also have done work as a creative director with ContentMint, they write songs for children with Songs of Love, and sell handmade jewelry made from recycled instrument strings. ... more

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